Christmas- New Year . What a great excuse for the ones who don't enjoy life as the way it is. For the ones who spend 364 days in the dungeon. The only day to celebrate.  A gift from the disordered system.  Don't get me wrong. I'm not trying to say ' let's not celebrate, let's not party'.What I'm saying is : Why don't we celebrate every day? Why do we delimit ourselves?

Bazi seyler var, ne kadari yazilir, nasil anlatilir bilmiyorum. Bir tanimlanamazlar var bide anlatilamazlar. Bu  bloga cok yakisacagini dusundugum seyler var ama yazamiyorum.

There are few more but it seems like I will not get'em back until my lovely friend Rita uploads to her blog.( www.ritaaktay.blogspot.com )

btw: today we had the basketball game. It was the second game and we won like the first one.

Experimental

Remember I was talking about being in a different place and living another life. I wanna life this moment in many different places. Right at the second I want to be in hundred different places. Maybe I could be in a mountain house without anyone except me living,full of snow outside or in a small town that everybody knows each other or in an island that we'll be sitting by the ocean, on the sand for the whole night with my buddies.

PS: I got an haircut.

Perfume

• Jo Malone Nectarine Blossom                                                                                                             

Calvin Klein Beauty           

Viva La Juicy

Gucci Guilty

Marc Jacob Pomagranate

Burberry Beat




Alien

Chloe (unknown)

Gucci Flora

LIVE

Today was ... strange. The day started with the terrible news came from my best friend.Then nothing really felt right.  I didn't know what to do or what to feel. My friends was kiddin' with me for the whole they and I can tell you it didn't helped a lot. I don't know when will I go back to the feeling that my feet touches to ground. There is a feeling. or there was. I can't really describe. It was half nostalgic-joyful, half sad and mostly awkward feeling. I usually feel that when I'm dreaming or listen to a song that I used to listen. For me thats the feeling of happiness...

Shadowssss

Today in the last period we were asked to take photos of shadows. So here they are...

• lately, I didn't have any time for some art work except math lesson so I'm starting right now!

Hi Everyone,
Rigth now i just finished my dinner (desert actually) in a perfect atmosphere. And I'm about to watch a movie. Sorry i left my camera at home so no photos. But promise i'll go there again and this time i'll come back with some photos.
Byyyy

HOW CAN BLOGGERS SURVIVE IN WINTER? NO WAY

                school..!?!?!?

Sometimes I feel like planin'. But if I start to plan, I must do everything. I suddenly get obsessed when I start planing. Of course most of the time I wing it. It's relaxing to wingin' it. You should start trying.

bütün varoluşunu "beni beğenecekler mi?",
"beni seviyor mu?", "rahatsız eder miyim?"
kaygısı üzerine kuruyorsan, bil ki sonun hüsran...

bir küçük serzeniş, sıradan bir tenkit ya da kadirbilmezlik,
acılar pahasına kurduğun o "mükemmel kale"yi yerle bir edebilir.

ölüm ilanını kaleme alacağına azat et kendini...
seni, sen diye kabul edip sevecekleri sev.

eleştir, ki onun için "özel biri" olabilesin.
kendini, kendine beğendir herkesten önce...
kimseye beğendirmek için de kendinden vazgeçme.

acıyı göze al,
çünkü dostoyevski'nin dedigi gibi,
"insanın ruhunu yücelten bir acı, ucuz bir mutluluktan evladır." can dündar

PS: It has nothing to do with this but there seems to be an little problem with the photos . When I make them bigger only half of the picture is seen. If you know how to fix it, give me a hand.

Rams&Fools

 Sila Rita and me exploring a great bay.

 The amazing color of the sea...

 The great view from the boat. After living in a boat, surrounded by sea, for a week it's hard to come back to your house surrounded by walls.

We climbed all the trees in Gocek.

 Our flag....

 THE SMARTEST CAPTAIN EVER!!!!

 Our inspiration point at the boat....

A picture of how we were sailing....!

 We anchored to another bay to watch the football game.

 We spend a lot of time on the sand with our Ipods.

 The best bay. We had a greaat time there....

 Our sailing team at the spot for ancient chorus.

 MUD BATH.

 We swam in the caves.

 All of us enjoying the sea.

 We met a photographer/vet in Gocek when I carry some girls dog to the vets house.

 The great store we found. We visited there every time we drop by Gocek.

When I think of all of things we did, It's was one of the best experiences I've had. The atmosphere was so nice. Another bay every day, exploring, swimming, sailing, the great talks we had. The life on the boat was simple and the BEST!
But now I freeze when I even see the photos. I can't imagine being there with wet clothes or sleeping on the deck. But summer is special, There is something really special about it. It's just perfect.